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"They don't even know what it is to be a fan. To love some band or some silly piece of music SO MUCH it...hurts!"

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Oct. 3rd, 2009

This wasn't supposed to happen.

Writer's Block: Deal or No Deal

What's on your list of dealbreakers when it comes to romantic relationships?

This is all hearsay since I've never been in a relationship, thus wouldn't really know what I wanted.
They're probably all petty, but here goes...
Not being intelligent.
Critical of the stupid things that make me happy. Obv they make me happy; stop pissing on my parade
Being too close too fast
Being too serious. I'm only pretend serious.
Homophobia would not go over well.
Overly religious.

Not wanting kids would kill me if it were a serious relationship. So would not believing in marriage. I'm old-fashioned in some senses and would want him to want those things too.

Writer's Block: Secret Ballot

It's hard to ignore the fact that today is Election Day in the U.S. If you went to the polls today, tell us what it was like. Long line? Free stickers? Hanging chads? We want the details.

Yeah I did my civic duty this morning bright and early at 7am. Am I nerd because I fully planned my day around when I would be voting? What can I say I was excited.
I got there at 7:05 (it was in a church at the end of my block) and waited 45 minutes to mark my ballot. We were even on the news! Which was exciting, even though I didn't really wanna be interviewed.
The voting process was pretty easy, fill in the circle. It was kind of like taking a test.

Got my sticker and then rewarded myself with starbucks. Now I'm on pins and needles waiting for the results.
am i the only person in the world distracted by her own heartbeat when she goes to bed? Thump thump thump. Shut up!

dear heroes, ilu.

sometimes i wish i could put all the people i love (musicians, singers, producers, directors, writers, whathaveyous) into one room and give this collective kiss and a big hug for being there for me when i don't have courage enough to be there for myself or to even leave my anti-social little shell. i fucking love you people for a million and one reasons or more. so thank you.

Unamusing Park

i did something amazing today.
I wrote for the first time in 8 months. i started writing my book, titled at the moment, Unamusing Park. It's meant to be a collection of essay/stories about working in atheme park and how much it sucks. pretty much a memior of my last 4 summers and it's going to be amazing! work is now fun, because it's research. :]

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World Has Its Shine: The Soundtrack post

I will try to upload the songs I use in the writing of WHIS, purely for your pleasure. At least for now. As long as I have internet connection. But otherwise this is the list of the songs used, where and when.

'The World Has It's Shine (But I Would Drop it on a Dime)' Cobra Starship
'Bruised' Jack's Mannequin
'Back at Your Door' Maroon5
'Hold Me Down' Motion City Soundtrack
'Stay Together For the Kids' Blink 182
'Too Good to Be' New Found Glory
'I'm Like a Lawyer the Way I'm Always Trying to Get You Off (Me and You)' Fall Out Boy This is an acoustic version.
'Please Please Please Let Me Get What I Want' The Smiths

Links will eventually expire. Please let me know if you need anything uploaded or have any questions.